Yesterday, I came home from my Sunday. I was tired. I had many reasons for being tired, but I know the major reason was because I had a moment of losing Faith. Can we lose Faith. Well, not really; but we can misplace it.
We misplace it when we begin to put it in places that cannot fulfill it. We might put it in another person. We might put it in an idea we have or had. We might put it in something we are doing. We might put it in something we think we know. There are many places to misplace our faith.
I knew that yesterday, so I knew that the only thing to do in that moment was to stop trying to get my faith back. I knew that I couldn’t do anything about it in that moment. So, I did a Spiritual Mind Treatment and I went to sleep. I claimed that when I woke up the next morning that I would awaken with everything I needed to know about how I was feeling. I just let go. I stopped trying to get my faith back and I just went to sleep with a prayer on my lips.
This morning when I woke up nothing had changed in the world of form. The same things were still going on in my life. However, something else had changed; it was my outlook. My Treatment was answered and when I woke up I woke up with a resurgence of Faith. My Faith was put back where it belonged in the only place it belonged – in my Self.
This process happened through a process I call surrender. As I was walking on the beach this morning I could feel my whole being let go to something beyond any condition in the world of form. I could feel it let go of any expectation for doom and gloom in the future. I could feel it let go of everything. In that letting go, a mold of acceptance was created. It was as if, in the emptiness, the great lover of my soul filled it with Truth. I am always whole. I am always cared for. I am always exactly where I need to be in every moment. My life is always unfolding perfectly.
This is not something I can do for you, nor is it something I can really explain because it was a feeling. However, I can say that the way I got there was by just taking a moment of giving up, of letting go, of being silent, of letting myself just go to sleep. with a prayer on my lips. It was a moment of surrender to the Lover of my Soul – the Infinite Love.